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i just dont get it. why do ex'es have to come back in your life at the worst possible time? im not sure where i really stand with the boyfriend....we havent really talked in over a week...guess i can just give up on that. then today the ex tells me that he's still in love with me...that he still wants to be with me...that hes sorry that he messed things up between us...theres a part of me that wants to give him another chance just because of the way he made me feel...ive never been happier in my life....but theres a part of me that doesnt because im scared he will do it again. i just dont know what to do...im sooo confused!

i got orientation at work tomorrow

but anyways i need to vent....i just dont understand men. i was soooo happy last weekend...i never felt more loved in my whole life...i never felt so happy. i swear a smile didnt leave my face for days. on thursday, we hardly got to talk but it was a good conversation..we talked about him coming back in october..and me going back with him..moving to texas. then he stopped calling, stopped answering my calls..hitting ignore on his phone when i called, prolly just deleting my voicemails without listening to them. i just dont get why one minunte he can tell me he loves me then the next ignore me. he did soo much while he was here..he bought my baby cousins(who i live with) toys when he didnt have too and it was his idea to buy them, he gave me money(since im not working a whole lot)he paid for everything while he was here, he even paid for my tattoo....i just dont get how he can walk out...could i have done sumthing wrong? did i scare him away? i just dont get it!

on another bad note...an ex of mine who recently got himself in trouble and put in jail..decided that it would be alright to give my phone number and address out sum of the friends he made in jail..so i have guys from jail calling me and writing me...one guy is in on aggrivated assualt..a 2nd degree felony..i dont know the others cuz all they have done is call me...i dont know their last names.
Why me is all i gotta ask? This week alone...ive lost my bf, ive almost gotten kicked out of my house(over the guys in jail thing), i quit my job and almost got kicked out over it! this just sucks..when will the good come?

ok so i quit kohls on saturday...and i went to my interview at old navy today and i got the job...woo hoo!!!

ok so im thinking about buying this...would u??
if you wanna read about it go here [url]http://www.adameve.com/p-3988-clear-pink-passion-plug-small.aspx[/url]
tell me what u think

well what to write on a first blog....besides life stinks! first i break up with my bf..then i wanna get back with him a day later...lord help me...what am i on? and now my greatgrandmother has passed away...so i get to go back to great ol wv. im so excited...let me tell ya! sigh....