Something's wrong, I don't feel right,
It's as if the day has turned to night

I've pulled too hard, I'm streched too thin
I'm trapped within my head again.

Fractured thoughts, broken dreams
Nothing's exactly as it seems.

This stress is more than I can take,
Will i bend, or will I break?

I know that only time will tell,
If i'll escape this prison cell,

That I've built inside my mind,
Filled with memories that bind.

So that maybe I can find some peace,
and finally grant myself release,

from these toxic things i feel,
and let my soul begin to heal.

Tomorrow's too late to make the choice,
Do i stay silent, or raise my voice?

And tell the demons to leave me be,
So that i can finally be free,

Of all this pain i feel inside,
and dry the tears that i have cried,

On countless days, and countless nights,
through months and years of inner fights.

Can i find the strength to move on,
when the will to live is gone?

The choice is made, I won't give in
These demons, no, they will not win

I'll keep on today, as I have before,
until these thoughts haunt me no more,

And i can sleep again each night,
knowing that i have won the fight.

love... 
just a word or something more 
because of it i am tore 
'tween what i want and what is right 
for it's you i think of every night 
when the moon and stars arise 
and i finally close my eyes 
to sleep and dream of you again 
i fight a battle i cannot win 
in my heart the love i feel 
i know is definitely real 
i want to have you here with me 
but what i want can never be 
so from day to day i will live on 
wishing somehow you were not gone 
and this fantasy it will not end 
that you were more than just a friend... 

a low whispered word, a slight fleeting glance 
if only you knew, would i have a chance 

friends for all time is what we will be 
but now i've realized you mean much more to me 

i wish i could speak those thoughts hid so deep 
but still cautious am i, so the secret i keep 

my heart yearns to tell of a love ever true 
and all that i want is to share it with you 

so from that day when i open my heart 
i pray to god that we'll never part 

the love we will share will be ever so pure 
and last throughout time, of this i am sure 

My eyes are open 
Though I'm not awake 
My heart races 
With each breath I take 
I hear your voice 
Calling out to me 
I feel your touch 
And it sets me free 
My body aches 
And my knees go weak 
My mouth opens 
But I do not speak 
I taste your lips 
As they're pressed to mine 
So much sweeter 
Than the finest wine 
You pull me in 
And you make me whole 
In this moment 
I will bear my soul 
My body melts 
As you hold me near 
I give you all 
With no trace of fear 
But then I wake 
And the thought sinks in 
It's just a dream 
What a fool i've been 
To think at all 
That I had a chance 
To find this thing 
That they call romance... 

death is coming 
death is near 
and i am told 
not to fear 
not an ending 
start anew 
they told me lies 
but i knew 
pain is growing 
i am weak 
cancer worsens 
life is bleak 
so now i sit 
face my fate 
they comfort me 
but too late 
death is coming 
death is near 
death is coming 
death is here

How many times will I walk the same road? 
How many times will I bear this same load? 
How many times will you tell the same lie? 
How many times will I tell you goodbye? 
How many times will I come running back? 
How many times before I finally crack? 
How many times will you watch me cry? 
How many times will you bleed me dry? 
How many times will my heart have to break? 
How many times before there's nothing to take? 
How many times until you do walk away? 
How many times will I ask you to stay? 
How many times before I open my eyes? 
How many times until my love finally dies? 

So long I've walked alone on 
this lonely road called life 
no family to call my own 
no one to call my wife 

but then one day you came along 
i didnt have a clue 
I'd find this thing called happiness 
I owe it all to you 

You picked me up when I was down 
you wiped away the tears 
When i was at my lowest 
You chased away my fears 

you give me strength to stand up tall 
and be a better man 
you came along and changed me 
in a way no other can 

So now i sit and write these words 
to tell you how i feel 
the love i feel inside my heart 
is definitely real 

I want to spend the life i have 
beside you every day 
and prove to you how much i care 
in every single way 

You have my heart, my mind, my soul 
My body, and my life 
And one day in the future 
I hope you'll be my wife...

A darkness falls upon the land 
Like none we've ever known 
It's one so purely evil 
That now the angels, they have flown 
But still the demons roam among us 
Disguised as mortal men 
But not to make us fall from grace 
By causing us to sin 

For angels and demons know a truth 
The ancient ones foretold 
That would forever change the human race 
If ever it took hold 
Believe not in the bible 
Or what it tells of God 
That book is nothing but a hoax 
A complete and utter fraud 

There is no true and loving god 
That holds you in his power 
Something far more sinister 
Controls your final hour 
It cares not of who you are 
Or what good you may have done 
It only cares about itself 
You have no place to run 

Destruction leads it in It's path 
And Death will surely follow 
There is no need to beg or plead 
It has no soul, It's hollow 
Now It's here and your time is up 
There's no way that you can stop it 
No foresight of what is to come 
Given to you by some prophet 

It may be quick and painless 
Or slow and tortured too 
One thing's for sure, its all the same 
When it comes to me and you 
So hold on tight, enjoy the ride 
There's not much else to say 
There is no heaven and no hell 
On this our judgement day...

Death comes gently in the night 
As a friend, all dressed in white 
He sits and stays with me a while 
We laugh, we talk, we even smile 
We reminisce of days long passed 
It seems that they have gone too fast 
But life is short, I must move on 
I know my time is all but gone 
I take His hand, though I wish to stay 
To live again another day 
Then He smiles and says, "Fear not, 
To Paradise you shall be brought. 
No fear, no pain, no loneliness, 
You'll see again all those you miss." 
And as we make our way outside 
It's clear to me, I've truly died 
Though now I know it's not the end 
But a brand new journey with my new friend... 

Love is like a flower 
One can never know 
Just when or where 
It might decide to grow 

And the beauty it possesses 
Is held between the two 
Like the beauty that I see 
When I look at you.....