Written for her...

I was round yours and we were just hanging out in your room. You told me that you’d ended up buying two of the bodysuit from that site [url]https://judaschrist.bigcartel.com/category/bodysuits[url]. They were the Devildriver one with the anarchy A and the red leather one. (I was looking at the site last night before I went to sleep) You got them out to show me and put them down on the bed... I asked if you’d tried them on yet and how they looked. You said you hadn’t yet...I was like ‘what‽ how could you not want to straight away‽’. You said they’d only arrived yesterday ‘so give me a chance!’. You grabbed the Devildriver one from the bed and went into your en-suite. When you came back out you sat down on the bed and put on the converse shoes you bought for the Avril show and a studded wrist band for your wrist to complete the look. You got up to look in the mirror...there was a smile on your face you were trying to play down, as I could tell you KNEW you looked good 😉. You did. Omfg you did. I’d seen the picture, but compared to the model you make it look incredible...your tats perfected the look. I was actually stunned...you took a lingering look at yourself in the mirror...you were VERY slightly moving ur hips as you looked at the whole look. You ran your hands down the side of the top, slightly brushing the sides of your breasts...you gave a slight noise of excitement, smiled, turned around and grabbed the other outfit from the bed and walked back into the en-suite. I hadn’t said anything...I hadn’t been able to...i was stunned, floored, in disbelief. Through the door I said ‘you need a proper entrance track for the next one!’. You said ‘yeah man, put something on!’ It had to be Doo Woo/That thing... You heard it play through the door....then you walked out. Like the previous time you went to the mirror...no accessories this time...you just wanted to see how that red leather bodysuit looked on your body. You were pleased, VERY fucking pleased...there was a momentary skip of delight as your eyes fell full length on the outfit on you. Your body seemed to transform it to a different level, your tattoos...it was the perfect frame for your body art! My eyes didn’t know what to linger on...I felt like my brain couldn’t keep up...the way your thigh tattoo was visible...higher and more exposed than I’d ever seen before. You looked like an incarnation of a goddess and a devil...your body making the original model look like she was wearing a bag. It was made for you...the way it fitted...fuck...just FUCK. Your gorgeous breasts pushing the cups of the body socking to create the perfect curve...your arse...inversely framed and jaw dropping stunning. I couldn’t say a word...my mouth was dry and my head felt foggy as fuck. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t do anything...if I couldn’t feel my heart beating like it wanted to escape my chest...I would have thought I’d have died. You saw it as well...everything my eyes were taking in, yours were as well. You FELT so sexy, you LOOKED so sexy, you were emanating it...you WERE pure sex. You could feel the music...you could help but sway your hips...running your hands up to your hair and grabbing the side of your head as you dipped your hips. Your hands on your thighs...you ran them over the sides of your swaying hips...over your stomach...slowly over your breasts...feeling ur nipples pressing against the leather as your fingertips felt the transition from cold material to warm skin...it made you tingle. You hands fell to arms...looking at your wolf tattoo...gently dragging ur nails up ur arms and around your shoulders. I wanted to touch u...but u were in a trance, one that I didn’t want to knock you out of...one that I didn’t want to ever end. Your eyes still transfixed on your body as u danced seemed possessed. Catching a glimpse I saw how u felt in that moment, how turned on u were. I’ve never been that captivated...neither had u.


You grabbed your USC tshirt from the bed and went into the en suite. When you came back out were wearing just that and I could see you were naked from the waste down..although the tshirt came down far enough to cover. You had ur headphones around your neck and lay down on the bed next to me...You were still somewhere else but calm. You reached for your drawstring bag and took out your we vibe. You slipped on your headphones and lay your head back on the pillow. I stood up and asked if you wanted me to go... You lifted one ear of your headphones and opened one eye before said ‘No it’s fine, just don’t touch yourself’. It wasn’t about me...it was about you. I sat down on ur desk chair. From my view I couldn’t see clearly, but i could see u start to rub between ur legs, slightly parting them as u did. From the look in your eyes when you danced I imaged u must be wet already... You took ur we vibe and I saw the momentary flinch of pleasure and arch of ur hips as u slide it inside. Your tshirt has slightly risen up over your thighs, but not enough to see. My mind was working overtime to fill what my eyes couldn’t see...as I watched ur body being taken hold of. It was the way you moved your lips...like when u danced in the subtle movements even though it was a different action. Your eyes were pressed shut and all I could hear was the the gentle buzz from the bed. There was the occasional sudden jerk which shook the otherwise undulating rhythm of your body...when it was clear how good it felt. I couldn’t take my eyes off you...I wanted...fuck I mean...you were the only focus in the room and I was enthralled. I could have watched endlessly...my head not sure if it wanted to see u cum or simply watch u in an endless state of ecstasy. However you couldn’t hold it back, your body gave in...I saw you press ur feet into the bed and tip ur hips upwards as u started to cum. You eyes still pressed shut as ur nails began to tighten on the duvet. Your breathing was heavy and erratic...I could see your chest rise...nipples hard and pressed against ur tshirt as you took a deep breath in, held it and slowly panted from ur nose. I could see it washing over your body, the release that I’d watched build inside you from the moment you tried on the first outfit. I wished I could feel the pulses running through ur body...I didn’t want it to end, I didn’t want to stop watching but I could see how good it felt! U briefly opened ur eyes and mouth, and let out a short gasp...I could see ur thighs trembling as u flung ur we vibe down next to u. I could see u felt that orgasm continue to shake through ur body, leaking the endorphins into your brain. At that moment, no-one else was there, it was just u...pure you. u dipped ur head back and I saw u relax into the bed...chest still breathing deeply but calm and slower in pace. U dropped ur head to one side and gave a shy smile. U were u, but u were different...I’d seen u let go, if seen u trust me, I’d seen the real u.

So I feel the need to get this off my chest... I met this girl at my current work about 2 years ago. She's 10 years younger than me, seemed kinda quiet but I got the feeling right from the start there was more to her/I wanted to know more. She also had an amazing body, even though she always wears baggy jumpers/Hoodies you could tell she had properly big tits...hmm what was the attraction?!
Gotta admit we didn't get off to a good start..I made a comment one day over the work chat thing about liking the boots she was wearing. That didn't go down well and a couple of days later I got dragged in front of HR and given a slap on the wrists and told to behave myself. I probably should have quit, but there was something about her..
Basically over the next few months we kept chatting/she gradually started to open up. Eventually she asked me for coffee one lunchtime, which then turned into drinks every lunchtime/got to the point were we joked about the whole HR thing. I never hid the fact that I was REALLY attracted to her, but it seemed just one sided & just friends. But...it's not, it seemed like more - the way we talk/things we talk about, flirt, hug, text when we arent in work, joke about getting together if we weren't with our partners...
This basically brings me up to last week. It was our work Christmas lunch. We made sure to get a spot on the end of the table opposite each other, so we could make it just us as much as possible. We'd had a few drinks when she put her leg in my lap and I ended up stroking her legs, running my hands up her thighs for most of the meal while she sat there with a Santa hat on looking ridiculously hot! We left at the same time when she walked with me to the station. As I was waiting for the train/chatting she kissed me...kinda out of the blue...then again when I had to go..not stuffing her tongue down my throat but on the lips and really taking her time not to let her lips leave mine. (We are both on a year contract at work) and while on the train I got a text saying she didn't know what she was gonna do when we have to leave. She also texted me over the weekend saying how she'd done loads of drugs over the weekend/had gone home Friday and drink loads and felt really down. When we were back in Monday I asked her about kissing me..reply I got was that she sometimes likes to dip her toe in the water.
I'd come to the conclusion ages ago that nothing was actually gonna happen between us..just enjoy being her mate. I think the kiss thing was just drink/situation. I know I should just back off for a bit...but fuck man, that's easier said than done! Maybe I just need a distraction...