a man asked me if he could photo shop some of my pics... I had no idea what he would do to them... did not mind to see what he was thinking, and to my sadness and stabbing pain to my ego he put my face on skinny women's body... ouch... if only I was able to live that dream out in real life hey... but I am not... I am a BBW.. someone who is working hard to no be one anymore... and to see my face on some of this nice looking ladies bodies... made me think just how much I DO NOT want to be like them at all.....

I like being me.. I like my creativity... and I enjoyed my showing off stage in my life... Thank you everyone who was in my path over the past 16 months... Thank you to all who allowed me to re learn my truths about myself... Thank you for your comments, for your encouragement and for teaching and reminding me about my beauty...

Thank you...

-W

Hugs to all who want and or need them

On the floor at my feet where you belong bitch…



You filthy little slut… get on your knees…..

Faster……

You may worship my ass now….



Slut… my pussy needs to be serviced and cleaned….

You should already be cleaning me by now…..

Do NOT keep me waiting…

MOVE IT or I will be xxxxxx to punish you..



such a bad … filthy…slut… you missed a bunch of my juices…



You will now be punished!



Please check out the other players :

Jersey_Girl, tight_wet_lips, aussiewanker, texangel, bighoss2, WendySilvia, showy_showy, NerdyBird, steelrat60, Masterslizzie, Whispermyname, amps79, TenderMoments, FiFi72uk, LuLusBakery, vouyr, undisclosedid1, mrsUnderDog59, d_licious_d, celticone, J_detroit, texasCactus, MrsTexasPeach, hwnh, FinNude, guitartxn; shegotthejak

I will be adding my entry, just really late.

-W

It started out late... And I was excited to get out with my friend. As it was the first time I have been out since being kinda single...

I am dressed alright... Jeans and a large boobie shirt... With my blue bra... I have a nice pair of panties too... Black boots... And my favorite wool hat. I just did not want to do my hair tonight... No makeup either.

Listening to Eminem before my friend is done her dinner... My favorite song right now of his is called "Desperation"

Wendy and drinking... Well it can be fun... Sometimes it is nothing but me whining about my life and issues... But I seem to have been able to gain control of the things that make me need to vent it out... Today, I am feeling like being a happy drunk... Prob just going to gush over my Mr Showy...

Fingers crossed I don't go on status and say something not too smart, lol... Talk about no filters Wendy... Lol...

Well let's see how this evening plays out.

Hugs to everyone who needs them.

-Wendy

Spring break and the drama made my naked snow angle impossible... so.... here is my entry for this NN blog challenge....


found a nice icicle to play with... drip... drip....



just wanted to tease my nipple...






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tight_wet_lips, bighoss2, guitartxn, MrMrsFX, WendySilvia, plumplover4life, masterstoy91, undisclosedid1, LuLusBakery, FinNude, nickey69, J_Detroit, KaioticEvil, JediMasterBater, aussiewanker, DubbleStubble, Jersey_Girl, Showy_Showy, d_licious_d, slinkysuzie, FinNude, TexAngel, kricket187, mfpandbc, steelrat60, shegotthejak, curious48, mrsUnderDog59, shotguns&tattoos

March 22 at 8:00am my marriage ended...

Who hoo!

Not that it is still in my blog here, but I have expressed my view on my husband and how he has treated me, and how things were just not working out.

Well after talking it out with Paul... We were both able to see the logical solution of us splitting up.

I have had 15 months of getting over it, I started and ended online relationships, I have had many heartbreaks.. I have done the tedious work of finding someone who can make me happy.... Crazy Wendy who everyone else in my life has said is too much for them... I have found someone who can make me happy, and just with online contact too..

I am going to take some time to be myself, who ever that girl is.. I am going to do things that I would never have been able to do before... I am going to spread the wings and be free..... Finally free...

We are taking the unconventional route here too... Since we were best friends before we got together, 6 years before... We are going to work toward that... We got out before any bitterness was able to form... He has an insane amount if resentment toward me, and will have a hard time working through that, but knows when he is not mourning the dream of what he had hoped we would become, this is what he wants too...

Since I am technically disabled I can not work to support myself.. Thus, I need to stay.. I will build an apartment for myself in the basement, and start cleaning out my life... I am a recovering hoarder who is ready to let go of the preconceived ideas I had about collecting stuff.. I am ready to recreate, no scratch that, I am ready to create the life I want... Not one that I was so young that I had no idea what I needed or wanted... I am ready to fly....

Showy is by far the most amazing emotional relationship I have ever had with anyone! The reality is...He is far away... And a MM... So, I will take this time to be on my own over here. To rediscover what being single is. As I look back, I have not been single for pretty much most of my life, always had boyfriends along the way... I am very lucky, I am able to get my emotional support from a man who I truly love. Paul is on the same page as me for this split, and we are going to work hard at the friendship, and make it amazing... For our sons sake... We will be strong like bull!

I can't wait to decorate my space with my stuff... I can't wait to be able to go to church and not have to reassure my husband every time that I am not going to bring it home, I will leave god where he belongs in the church and in the sky bull crap anymore... Man I could keep going with all the wonderful things I am feeling now.... I shoot my arms into the air and cheer... I am smiling, I am happy.

I keep going over in my head what can go wrong... Well everything can especially when emotions take over.... I have some hopeful cards up my sleeve that will protect me from the unknown... And when the true unknown comes along... I will have the strength and energy to work through it...

When I think of what I don't have now.... Well I don't have a mean mother in law who just hates me, to deal with in the daughter in law sense, I am her sons friend now, she can blow chunks, it may not look this way from the outsiders view, but from inside this house, omg, it is a driving force! I also don't have to pull his younger brother off the f'n cliff every time I talk to him... I don't want to ever have to pretend to like or be nice to his middle brother... His family are not mine anymore, giggles.... Best f'n feeling in the world!!!!!!!!!!! The rest of what I don't have anymore, pales in comparison to the shedding of his mean nasty family...

17.5 years together, 25 years being friends... Now... A new chapter

Wendy is free at last.. Sigh of relief, and then a great big smile!

Thanks for reading

W

when men ask me to fuck them from now on.... I am going to tell them no, I am not going to... that their cock is prob too big, and I don't want to get hurt.... that could work... let them down easy... and make them feel pretty good about their dick.... lol... I do see all the flaws and holes in my thinking here... but for the one guy I was able to use that on, worked very well....

btw... vote for Snappy and Showy for the home page...

-W

What could be better then laying on a bunch of rubys with the one you love.....



Not this!



prob not this either, all though it would be fun.. hehe



this could work...



-W

why they are getting it on.....



in the jhon.....

Lego Showy and Lego Wendy went out on a driving date… They stopped on the side of the road to have a nice quick shag…. Mmmm Lego Showy bent his Wendy over the back seat and started to pound her silly…




Just as Lego Showy was plowing Wendy really good… The 5-0 show up and bust up their sexy party….



Lego Showy and Lego Wendy are arrested and are being taken into the back of the police truck… Oh no....



Out of no where this gang comes into the picture and starts to bully Showy and Wendy… And the meanest, ugliest, guy wanted a piece of Mr Showy.. The man who had Wendy was telling her that she was going to suffer great pain at his hands…. And that she would be xxxxxx to watch as they make my Mr Showy into a bitch…….. Wendy got very angry… If Mr Showy was anyone’s bitch… hehe…. It was not going to be that ugly Lego man….



She called in a couple of her friends to help…. And became Wonder Wendy…Who does not let anyone bully her… or the ones she loves…



Wonder Wendy’s friends help save them from the evil gang…. Wendy and Showy were together again… safe… they wanted to get away, and be alone… Wonder Wendy’s friends said they would take care of the rest, to go enjoy themselves.. Wendy just needed to change… Showy whispered in her ear…. Keep the suit on hunni… They both giggles and ran off together… They found a better place this time…



Showy and Wonder Wendy were having a humping good time… “ohhhh he feels soo good pumping my bricks out…”



Lego Showy loved the taste of his Wendy… He could eat a peach for hours… (bonus points if you know what movie that is from)



Showy took a few moments to stare into Wendy’s eyes… He told her a lot of nice things that is between them.. geezee nosy people…



Showy took Wendy in his arms and placed her on the back of the truck… kissed her, and then made some sweet showy love to her….



They ended their date staring up at the stars…



Thank you for reading….. Wendy…. Lego tour host…