"How cruel it is that I see beauty in everyone but never in myself.

I as though my face were only etched violently upon my skin. and each time i glance in the mirror, i always see a face that feels too foreign to my own. An image of a stranger that seems to be carrying all the self-made burden on its body."

When people on here try to tell you how to run your profile. Had a guy tell me he don't like my profile picture. I found it strange too that a little bit before, support messaged me that I should take down my profile picture.

I had video game characters before as my profile picture, so why is it a problem now?

It's of my female V from Cyberpunk 2077, she's not real. I even sent another picture of my V proving she isn't real.

I had Dutch van der Linde as my profile picture on here, but that one wasn't a problem? That one looked realistic.

A quick Google search shows Dutch is from Red Dead Redemption 2.

So not a real person.

When someone who doesn't even know you can just tell everything about you through your eyes.

I remember in Walmart a couple years ago, was waiting for my sister to get done with her taxes. An older gentleman worker comes up to me and asks if I'm okay. I told him I was as you never want to burden some stranger, but he didn't buy it due to his tone of okay.

On another website where you answer questions, I had two women look at my profile and my pictures.

One said, "what got me were your eyes, there's no life in there, no spark."

Another had said she could see distrust, hatred, and sadness.

One guy said I had the most obvious dull and lifeless eyes.

"Outside of the dull and lifeless eyes that may be visible when one can't even muster the energy to try to be happy (or fake it).. well... (you can plenty of examples in the images posted below. Including ones where the person is smiling but the eyes are not. ..

Angel has the most obvious one when it comes to the look I mean - focus on the eyes and not the rest of the face and you might be able to see it..)"

I'm always so amazed that while everything can be masked, the eyes cannot.

Reminds me of a quote I found yesterday: "Because your eyes are always honest they will always be telling the truth, even if your mouth is telling a lie."

My gears.

When people tell you how you should operate on here.

Message today: "Hey like your style i bet you have a great smile.your serious face doesnt suit you x"

1) When you look like I do with saggy pancake boobs, short, and a bit chubby with stretch marks from having lost weight, there's nothing to be proud of.

2) I look weird as Hell smiling.

3) I don't like fake smiling. True smile is reserved for my dogs, my best friends, my Dad, and my sister.

Chatroom: "Why come in nude chat if you're not horny?"

1) Dude, nowhere on NN does it say you must talk about sex and whatnot. I've seen people talk about pets, hockey, remodeling a kitchen, weather, bad luck in life, etc. in the main chat. Get on them too, not just me.

In the past: "Why does she turn off statuses?"

1) Even when I did had comments on, I never looked. So keeping people from wasting their breath on something I will never see.

Y'all pay me?

No.

Y'all my boss?

No.

My profile, my facial expressions, my choice. NN isn't a movie set where you think it's okay to direct me on how I should speak in the chatroom or look in my pictures.

Even premium has a block limit.

Attempted to block more people, cut off is 200 people compared to non-premium which is three.

Learn something everyday.

If you think you aren’t loved, just remember that there’s hundreds of millions of white blood cells willing to fight and die to keep you safe every day. Respect 🫡

Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that I could never control
You want to see a reaction
Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction
Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face, I will push you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face, everything will change
You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
Got a feeling inside that I can't seem to control
You want to see a reaction
Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction
Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face, I will push you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face, everything will change
Insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
After insult
Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change
Walk away
Everything will change
End this game
You want to see a reaction
You want to see a reaction
Stand up

I didn't realize that when you type in delete all photos, that ALSO means photos in your personal album.

Not only a certain page, ALL of them.

Now I gotta repost the photos of my dogs again.

Boy I feel stupid.

Clickbait
Clickbait
(Collab of all collabs)
Clickbait
(Daz Black)
Clickbait
(Midnight xxxxxxxxx)
Clickbait
Clickbait
(Daz Black is thirsty)
Clickbait
Click-

How does it Start?!
How the hell did I get here?
Where the fuck did I come from?
Clicked the thumbnail that popped up
Justin Bieber flavoured condom
Some dumb motherfuckers, they all telling me stuff
That I don't wanna know
Nothing that's condom related
What flavour would Justin have been now I won't fucking know, Shit.

I've wasted an hour
Jacking off to Zoella
Not tryna be fickle, I swear the thumbnail showed a nipple
But she's fully dressed in a top shop dress
She was paid to wear
It's my cross to bare
If I see a sick pic, I'ma click on there
If I see a sick pic, I'ma click on there

Clickbait, clickbait
We shot a porno and almost died
Clickbait, clickbait
These glasses cured my colorblind -ness

Have you ever felt lied to before
By a YouTuber you adore
The thumbnail looks like they're going to open some doors
But when you open them, it's not what you thought
You saw boobies in the thumbnail (itty bitty titties)
Hands down your pants, you're about to fail (ohhh)
You're waiting for skin, but 10 minutes in
You realize it's a video they ain't even in

You've just been got
Hook, line, and sinker
You're whole expectations were based on a picture
They tricked ya
Versachi, versachi, versachi, ver-

[MB:]
Daz. DAZ.
Get back to the point mate
[Daz:] Alright, sorry

It's just a way for them to be richer
But quicker, gives me the fuel for this rhyme to be sicker
I'm sick of the shit that they give ya (give ya, give ya...)

Your time is up, you better start running (running, running, running)
If I don't see no boobs, them I am unsubbing (subbing, subbing)

Clickbait, clickbait
Nipple slips and killer clowns
Clickbait, clickbait
If you like this vid, I'll shout you out

Look kids
Lemme break it down
How I'm ripping you off
Flipping you off
Ticking the box
And you're sat sucking my cock
Guzzling vlogs
Waiting for a pointless blog to drop

But nothing really happens
But I spun it right in the blink of an eye
You deleted 5 hours of your life
You deleted 5 weeks of your life
You deleted 5 years of your life

Midnight xxxxxxxxx are jealous fags
Hit them with a double dab
Parents money in the bank
Tuning for my 80 wanks
I need your likes so I like myself
Attention is good for my mental health

So bend me over and fuck me twice
I'll do anything for my fans if the price is right

Clickbait, clickbait
My dog just died
I broke my leg
Clickbait, clickbait
I grew an arm out of my head
Clickbait, clickbait
How many babies can I kick?
Clickbait, clickbait
I caught a fish
With my dick baby
Clickbait, clickbait
I almost died in an Uber car
1 star
Clickbait, clickbait
I got arrested at Coachella
Clickbait, clickbait
I bought a Lamborghini
Because I'm rich as fuck
Clickbait, clickbait
Zoella threw her shit at meee

난 깨어나 까만 밤과 함께
다 들어와 담엔 누구 차례
한 치 앞도 볼 수 없는 막장 게릴라
경배하라 목청이 터지게
찌질한 분위기를 전환해
광기를 감추지 못하게 해
남자들의 품위 여자들의 가식
이유 모를 자신감이 볼만해
난 보란 듯이 너무나도 뻔뻔히
니 몸속에 파고드는 알러지
이상한 정신의 술렁이는 천지
오늘 여기 무법지
난 불을 질러
심장을 태워
널 미치게 하고 싶어
B.I.G Yea we bang like this 모두 다 같이
총 맞은 것처럼
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
오늘 밤 끝장 보자 다 끝장 봐
오늘 밤 끝장 보자
빵야 빵야 빵야
널 데려가 지금 이 순간에
새빨간 저 하늘이 춤출 때
돌고 돌아 너와 나 이곳은 Valhalla
찬양하라 더 울려 퍼지게
We go hard 불침번
밤새 달려 축지법
이 노래는 꼭지점 신이나 불러라 신점
큰 비명소리는 마성의 멜로디
검은 독기의 연결 고리
사방 팔방 오방 가서 푸는 고삐 whoo
난 불을 질러
네 심장을 태워
널 미치게 하고 싶어
B.I.G Yea we bang like this 모두 다 같이
총 맞은 것처럼
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
오늘 밤 끝장 보자 다 끝장 봐
오늘 밤 끝장 보자
빵야 빵야 빵야
Ready or not
Yea we don't give a what
Ready or not
Yea we don't give a what
Let's go 남자들은 위로
여자들은 get low
당겨라 bang bang bang
Let the bass drum go
남자들은 위로
여자들은 get low
당겨라 bang bang bang
Let the bass drum go